so I have no idea if this is the kind of thing that you want posted on these blogs, but today I was having a really good day and then something happened that I probably shouldn't talk about on here....but anyway I've been playing my music at its maximum volume for the last 3 hours in the dark with headphones and I think that it's the one thing that keeps me sane. Like the feelings just melt away and all I have to hear or think about is music and I love that.