fighting for our country

I know this sounds weird but I really kind of wish I grew up expecting to go into the military.I think that going into the military out of highschool would be a plan, maybe not the best plan, but better than how I feel about going out into the real world. I have no idea what I'm going to be doing but I wish I had a better plan for my future. I'm really stressed and I have a lot of respect for people who go into the military and I just think That if you grow up with that mentality then it's easy for you to be prepared for the military, so yeah I wish I was prepared and if that means military, then sure.